Dear Easten,

          Hey Babe!  Yes, I'm a loser I know, I just thought this would be a cute way to show you how much I love you, please don't laugh at me!  Can you believe that it will be 3 years this December??  We've been through a lot together, but what matters is that in the end, we're together and we love each other.  I know that I'm not the best girlfriend and I know that I have made many mistakes, but I am so thankful and blessed that through everything you still love me just as much as you always have.  You mean everything to me and so much more.  I've always wanted like the prince charming kind of guy but I now realize that he doesn't exist, but you are so much better then any prince charming could ever be, if I had to imagine my dream guy he wouldn't be able to compare to you, you are just so perfect.  There are no words to explain how truely lucky and blessed I am to have you in my life.  I know that the past weekend has by no means been easy on either of us but we're getting thru it together, and I really believe that things are getting better and that makes me so happy.  I know I say it a lot but, I love you so much.  You are an incredible person and an inspiration to me, I don't know what I would ever do without you.  Each and every day you just amaze me more and more, to me it's just amazing how one person can have such an impact on someones life.  I always thought that I was nothing and that I would never have the chance to experience love and how amazing it can be, but you've changed that.  You've shown me just how incredible true love can be and even through my most horrible moments you have stuck by me and have continued to love me which I think is just astonishing.  I never thought I would find someone who would be able to put up with me and my crap and at the end of the day still love me just as much.  You are my prince charming, my best friend and my love and I am so blessed to have you and I promise you, I will never let you go or love you any less then I do right now.  I love you, I always have and I always will, with all of my heart and soul and with all that I am.

                                               Forever yours,

                                                   Eleanor<3